Monday, April 30

Last day at work!

Today's my last day.. but looks like that's not the last of it! Sigh!

Started doing handover around 3.30pm.. & by 6.30pm still not done!! Persons involved: RR, AW & JT. By the time I left, at about 7.15pm, my desk was in a mess! Tomorrow still got to go back to clear up some stuff.. plus need to help boss do up a report for her "battle" on Wed with Phil. Double-sigh! Plus need to redo MAPP cz boss said I've not done it according to her requirements. Triple-sigh!

Didn't have the time to prepare my claims. Only got to submit it today. Found that I've got unclaimed dental & medical bills since Nov last yr. Checked with HR & they told me I can't claim as I was still under probation then. Woe is me! OVER A HUNDRED DOLLARS OF DENTAL EXPENSES LEH! Boohoohoo.. Quadruple-sigh..

Really can cry... Mooody..
Friday, April 27
Friday, April 20

Shingles..

Poor mum's been coughing & complaining that her kidneys are aching.. Then there's also some spots of rashes on her back, below her waist area.. When niece brought her to her geriatric doctor in the afternoon, it's confirmed that she's suffering from shingles.

What's shingles?

Shingles is a disease caused by the varicella-zoster virus - the same virus that causes chickenpox. After you have chickenpox, the virus stays in your body. It may not cause problems for many years. As you get older, the virus may reappear as shingles. Unlike chickenpox, you can’t catch shingles from someone who has it.

Early signs of shingles include burning or shooting pain and tingling or itching, usually on one side of the body or face. The pain can be mild to severe. Blisters then form and last from one to 14 days. If shingles appears on your face, it may affect your vision or hearing. The pain of shingles may last for weeks, months or even years after the blisters have healed.

There is no cure for shingles. Early treatment with medicines that fight the virus may help. These medicines may also help prevent lingering pain. A vaccine may prevent shingles or lessen its effects. The vaccine is for people 60 or over who have had chickenpox but who have not had shingles.

What got me so frustrated was that when I got home, I asked if she's taken her medicine & she said she'll only start taking them tomorrow! I simply do not understand her rationale. She said because doc told her that she needs to take her medicine 5 times a day & she only got home around 6pm, she couldn't possibly consume 5 pills by tonight. So she decided that she will start taking her medicine from tomorrow! Sigh! Even I being so illogical cannot understand her logic! I got so upset with the entire situation.

She's really the death of me!

Hey.. What's happened to my clock??

My clock on the right of this page seems to be missing!! Since when leh? Good grief! Will it reappear? Hmmm.. Sob!
Thursday, April 19

What a day!

.. and the saga continues..

Lots of "dirty linen" in the office..

Left office at 10pm! Worked 12 hrs straight! Again I still do not understand the rationale. Shouldn't be happening but it is. Very physically & mentally exhausting. That's why I went to bed rather early last night & yet couldn't get out of bed this morning!

First thing in the morning returned call to my employer-to-be. It's my health issue. Sigh! Then PBG called to ask if I'm able to render some help to her. Had to turn her down. I was supposed to bring mummy to the doc & didn't even manage to get my leave!! Good thing darling niece is available to do this on my behalf. Need to continue to train the new boy.. attend to all outstanding issues for RCA.. plus all the client-servicing.. local & overseas.. never-ending..

Didn't even manage to take lunch. Rushed off at 1pm to BB to settle an errand & had to rush back for 1.30pm meeting, & was late! :(
Sigh.. a lot of under-currents..

Evening, got saga again.. on Phil's delivery + "sponsored trailers". Volcano eruption!! Good thing this round she finally admitted that "she is WRONG & I am RIGHT". Hallelujah!! God is good! Otherwise I really got to “吃死猫” again! Already "eaten" so many "dead cats" over the months. I'm so bloated with 冤屈, I can literally explode.

And for all that's happened, she said she has initiated a farewell lunch for me.. Awww.. how sweet.. Told her she probably can't wait to get rid of me & is now celebrating my departure :)

It sure was nasty of me but I think I've learnt it from her.

Went for dinner with RR. With all these problems happening, I was joking that perhaps I should stay on to help. Hahaha.. Funny hor? RR looked shocked when he heard me. Looks like he's also looking forward to my leaving. Hehe..

ACTUALLY EVERYTHING THERE IS IN A MESS! Once again I affirmed that I've made the right decision to leave. Well, I'm sure someone is able to unmess things but it sure ain't me since I'm so 无能与怠惰。Woahahaha..
Wednesday, April 18

A Series of Unfortunate Events..

Yes, we can all say that again!

Besides all those events that I've mentioned in the earlier posting, more unfortunate events happened today.. Really 死了很多细胞!

Simply don't understand how come there are so many problems in this department! Go figure out!! I'm only glad that I've managed to cut myself from all these mess..

Whether I'll eventually end up getting the blame or not I really don't bother liao.. It's just a very sickening thought. I'm just wondering what the situation would be if I had not tender. I'll probably be getting more and more shit! Pardon the language but I feel absolutely frustrated over what's transpired over the past few days..

Good Morning, TODAY..

Went to bed at 4am and got up at 8.45am! Haiz.. didn't want to get out of bed cz feeling so dizzy & nauseous.. But I'm up! Hehehe.. Counting down my days.. Once again I say..
"MY DAYS ARE NUMBERED."

Can you believe it?

Aiyoyo.. They are showing "My Left Eye See Ghost" on Ch 62 now!

Haiz.. Of cz watching it again lor.. I'd better go clear my bed now else I'll never get to sleep & surely will be late for work in the morning again!!! But feeling hungry now leh..
Btw, congrats to Sean for winning the Best Actor Award in the recent HKFA for movie "My Name is Fame". His wife Amy actually shed tears of joy. Very happy for them. It's certainly a well-deserved win.

Now should I eat or not eat?
Got gastric pain liao :(
H U N G R Y !!! P A I N!

Health..

Mummy's health - Dunno how, dunno why.. She complained to sis that her "kidneys" have been giving her lots of pain for days & she's been "surviving" on panadols.. Dunno why she didn't "dare" to tell me :(
She's also been having some minor skin infections on her lower back.

Sister's health - Doc told her that her BP's high! Think it was like 160/85. I told her it's because she doesn't know how to "let go & let God"..

Me - Yes, I shall practise what I preach.. to "let go & let God" :)

Ironically, last year today I was also mentioning about good-health-poor-health. I said my health's not too good & contemplated on taking up an insurance policy. Sigh! Due to recent turn of events, all my hospitalization policies have been terminated unexpectedly! Tragic lor! Should I need to be hospitalised, I think I will really & surely 死得很惨!

My Bed

= "Dumping Ground"

Yes, that's the name for my bed.
I've kind of rearranged the living room for CNY & inevitably shifted a lot of things into my room. Eventually more & more things found their way to my bed & now it's spawled all over.. In fact, I've not been sleeping on my bed for quite some time.. Hmmm.. Can't remember since when liao.. Think that's why I'm so "lacking in sleep", with aches all over the body :)
Extremely sleepy now. Must clear my bed & sleep on it tonight! must must must.. Just shuffle everything on the floor lor.. Woahahahahaha..

In the office..

Crisis.. Crisis..
  • Almost everyone was falling ill.. That's when we made history - the absence of the 4 "twin-buddy-heads".
  • RR continued to be ill.. dizziness, drowsiness, headaches, coughs, asthma, high fever, & finally influenza, "lungs-attacked".. Poor thing. Honestly, he is really not helping himself at all.
  • Launch - Upgrade - Crisis - Processing - Failed - Crisis - Missing data - Crisis - Drilldown exposed - Crisis (good grief!)
  • IT-Chin also not doing a fantastic job.. Hmmm..
  • At the rate he's going, RR may really land himself with no job soon. Think something's in-the-brewing.. Sigh!
Boss finally decide to announce to "them" that I will be "on sabbatical" for one month. Not much response from "them" though. Sigh.. Think they really don't like me :( BOOHOOHOO..
So, yes, I think I've made the right decision to go. The timing's not too good, but the decision's definitely RIGHT! (froG)
The new guy's in. For starters, he's not too bad but only time will tell.
  • KY's a smart & skeptical girl :)

hi baby.. there you are.. enjoying up there? missin'ya much much..

















3 elderly ladies..

My sis said that there are three elderly ladies staying in our house but the youngest one is the oldest. How true.. 至理名言 :)
Tuesday, April 17

God, why always the Eleventh Hour one leh?

I oso dunno. But it's really always at 11th hour, plus must be so stressful & depressing one :( Really don't understand. It's been that way for the past 20 yrs leh!!! Wonder how much longer & how much more I can take this. Sigh!

Maybe really gotta work hard to ensure that I can get to ask Him in person :)

A Cat's Life

Think I'm leading half of a cat's life..

Why do I say that? Well, firstly, it's said that "a cat has 9 lives". I think I've actually died many times over, so it's likely that I've lived more than 9 lives by now! Died & relive, died & relive.. Sigh! Secondly, I honestly think that most cats live a rather carefree life. In my case, mine's definiely not a leisurely one, so this is not my kind of life.

So.. living half the life of the cat's. Yes? Very boliao, right? Ya. Hehehe..

Three "Ugly" Ladies..

A Chinese pastor once told his congregation, "I have three ugly ladies staying nextdoor to me." The congregation was surprised at the curtness of the pastor. Just as everyone was wondering why their pastor was passing such a remark, his wife turned around & told everyone, "Our neighbours are three ELDERLY ladies."

funnie? hahaha.. laugh..
Monday, April 16

Miss HK Finalists.. best remembered..

1976.1977
1978.1979
1983.1984
1987.1988
1989

1990
1991
1993
1994.1995
1996.1997
1998.1999

2001

Be a Merry Christian

Saturday, April 14

The end of the road..

Yup.. looks like I've come to the end of the road. Whatever the case may be, that glimpse of hope seems to be missing.. I don't know what else to say except 对不起!

Unless a miracle happens, that's it!

FROG..

Wanted to change my profile pix but didn't manage to.. Dunno how come :( Want to put in the froggy instead.. I Need To FROG. Those who have read my previous posts will know why..

At MRT stations..

These days, I notice that there are signs put up at the mrt tracks of those stations above grounds. The signs read:

"Value life. Act responsibly."
Does anyone ever wonder why we need to put up such signs at the mrt tracks? Talk about the obvious. But really do not understand why some people choose to end their life this way. It's such a horrendous way to go. Someone sent me an attachment a while back on pics showing one of such suicides. Don't know how on earth they managed to get hold of such photos! It was really revolting.. Lost my appetite instantly.. Sigh! So nowadays whenever I receive anything of that nature, I delete it immediately.

Depressing blog

Yup, I think this is a really depressing blog.. Perhaps I should stop blogging. Someone told me it's a waste of my time. Should spend my time doing more productive things. But presently this is my other form of outlet. Otherwise I believe I would have lost my sanity long ago. Really? Hmmm.. Dunno. Perhaps it's jz an excuse I'm making up.. an escape from the realities of life :)

This blog was started with a depressing beginning - Mac's death.. Wonder how it will end :)

Either I start posting happier events/happenings, or it'll die a tragic end, with me! Woahahahaha..

So must tell myself "no more.. no more negative vibes"..

REJECT THEM ALL!!!

Everything seems wrong..

Today, went to see doc again. I go so often that the lady that the family physician's registration desk recognises me. She was asking if I'm still ill since I only visited the doc on Thurs. My usual FP doc was on leave so I had to see the general one.

He recommended that I go for an examination at the hospital. Since it's rather urgent, they will try to get me an appointment soon. See how lor :)

Then there's my right eye. The eye lid & nerves around it kept twitching.. So irritating.. I feel my right face a very out of sorts!

My other problem is still not resolved. There is no more 救星for me :(

叹!No matter how, no matter what, must maintain my pleasant disposition.. 希望在人间!There is hope, there is hope..

Hey, friend.. For you..

Hello 霞妹,

Which of him you prefer?
Take all lah :)



Me going to watch 快乐星期天@1am liao..

C-jiejie

C-jiejie has gone to Pakistan leh.. Boohoo.. Wonder how is she getting on there? Doing another shoot again? Hmm.. When is she coming back? 15th? Did she go to HCMC in the first place? Hmmm..
Friday, April 13
Suddenly had this piercing pain on the inner corner of my right eye.. pain-pain.. help.. feel a blinding effect. Sob!

"My Twelve Apostles" - my version

Simon, Peter - the one who's married
James, son of Zebedee - the first one who's martyred
John - the one who's faithful
Andrew - the one older than Simon
Philip - the responsible one
Bartholomew - the wise one
Matthew - the one who's smart-&-fast
Thomas - the one who's careless
James, son of Alphaeus - the one with "no info"
Thaddaeus - the "bo-chap" one
Simon - the odd-one-out
Judas - the one who's unappreciative & indifferent

New Staff

Yes, they have finally confirmed this new person coming in - and it's a guy! The 2 bosses seem elated! He should be starting work on Tuesday. Not really taking over eveything that I'm doing but I will need to handover some of the roles to him. He will be split half-half between me & KY..

Well, with the introduction of "new blood", hopefully the office dynamics will change, for the better. Yippee yippee ai ai for them..
NHM《不看就没有》- 我很miss你 :)

How? How? How??

Sister's problems are still not resolved. How? I'm at my wits' end now :( I'm making her so depress.. I'm moody too..

Plus my own problems.. Haiz.. I'm really a very "problemed" person.. Haizzz..

Sharks Attack!

Yesterday, a colleague's house was being attacked!! Her front door was splashed with red paint & she's furious. Of course she filed a police report but there was nothing else she could do. It wasn't even her address they were after. It seems they wrote all over telling her to get her neighbour on the 9th floor to pay up. She stays on the 6th floor! This is really what we call 无妄之灾!

Her fingers this morning were all RED (from cleaning the red paint)! Can you imagine? Her door's white in colour! So she spent the evening cleaning off the paint with turpentine. The police officer taught her :) She said if she had seen those people doing it, she would definitely have beaten them up. Fierce lady wor.. Hahaha..

Creative Math

Thursday, April 12

A true friend..

Yes, at least I can still say I have one true friend. This thought is really comforting. 到目前为止还有人可让我用上这字眼:“不离不弃”...

I really treasure this relationship. Grateful for the trust & faithfulness. God is great!

曹达华

Does anyone know that his English name is Walter Cho? Does anyone know that he's passed away already? Seems he died in England. Never really liked his acting but he is still the legendary Detective Cho, plus he's the first actor who did the 如来神掌。

Surprisingly he looked quite good in his younger days. I think by the time we saw or knew him in the movies, he's already put on quite a bit of weight already :)

Woe is me!

The other day the Medical Centre called me to say that I need to go back to see the doctor as there was some problems with my x-ray. This has to do with my pre-employment medical.

I thought it's blur or what.. Sigh.. Really didn't expect to hear this kind from result from the doctor. Now I need to go for further checks. Plus, this is considered to be a pre-existing condition so the employer will not cover the medical expenses for this. Hmmm.. Now wondering if I should really leave my present company. At least if something should happen, I'm covered.. unlike now. And also wondering if this will affect my new employment. Double-sigh..

Otherwise, I'm really 两头不到岸了!!苦哉!

There's always a first!

For the 1st time today, the "heavenly four" are missing from the office. All four are on medical leave. This, I believe, has never happened before in the history of XXXX. Bravo! This calls for a celebration. Woahahahaha..

Sorry.. Sorry.. Sigh!

Haha.. This blog has become my "confession booth".. Hohoho..

Feel extremely bad about putting my sister through all the anguish.. Guilty as charged!
Wednesday, April 11

Tragic!

Boss has been extremely nice of late. She had bad gastric attack last week, so went on medical leave on Wed & Thurs, & Mon. Peace & serenity. When she came in yesterday, she was coughing real bad. Strangely, she's been courteous & good-natured. Thanked us for everything we did. Hahaha.. If only she had been that way throughout..

Now she's asking if I'd consider helping out part-time until the new person comes in. Sigh! She already (kind of) "promoted" RR.. & Xiaomei has been made to take on more tasks.. What more she wants!? Already told her that I will make sure that everything will be "swee-swee" for her, so don't know what are her concerns. Now she says we should give Phil's side more time instead of rushing them & they make more mistakes. Woahahaha.. You mean she only realises that NOW? Sigh! She's been "rushing" everyone & everything right from the start.. So much so that everyone's terrified of her & everything's been topsy-turvy!

Xiaomei commented that boss is in a good mood today. I told her that from now onwards Boss will constantly be in good moods. She asked me why. Hahaha..

Sigh! I am experiencing some critical issues at my end so am really stressed of late. No time to worry about other things except this matter! Plus office work is still relatively taxing as we need to do closing & this round need to work in the "new initiative".. Everything all cramp together. I even had to quit my tuition assignment. Unable to cope. Really need time-off to settle that urgent issue & yet don't have the time. Plus it's something that can't be settle within a short time :( 我死定了!!
Tuesday, April 10

Happy Birthday to Sister!

Today's sister's birthday & she wanted to spend a nice evening with mummy & I. All thanks to me, I gave her the worst birthday present anyone would receive. I felt real bad about it :( I really hope she can find it somewhere in her heart to forgive me. I really can't imagine that it could happen on her birthday. SIGH..
Sunday, April 8

Dinner tonight

Supposed to be home around 5-6pm but was late cz was talking to IZ in the office. Poor girl, was sobbing so pitifully! Sigh! Think we have unintentionally "overloaded" her. She's so stressed now. I really wish her all the best after I leave.

Anyway, told sis & all to go ahead with dinner without me. Got home around 8pm. Everyone was there except Annie & Cindy.

Edmund is really adorable. He has this pair of soulful eyes.. like a beagle.. and he is so absolutely chubby. Irresistably cute!

King & Princess came too.. Now they are called Lao King & Lao Queen. Hahaha.. They left after cake-cutting lah..

Sis very happy tonight. She told me it's the first time in her life she receives an ang-pow from her son. I told her to frame up the note :)

But I think mum's not so happy tonight. The food she spent so much time to prepare was "neglected" by many. Too much food.. Too much leftovers now.. I don't think we need to cook for the entire week!

Regret..

I normally do not regret my actions/decisions. Sadly, this is one rare ocassion I do. Sigh.. 错错错!I REGRET!

Tiong Bahru

Watching this program on Channel 8 on sights & scenes of Tiong Bahru. I used to live there too! It has gone through drastic transformation since we shifted out in the 1970's, I think. Reminiscences.. Really miss my old home. If I remember correctly, that's my favourite home.. Jz that I can't stand having to climb up 4 storeys. There were altogether 52 steps! Yes, I remembered :)

This is he :)

Do you know who this handsome celebrity is?

Sister's birthday

It's supposed to be on the 10th but since her children need to work, we will be celebrating today instead. It's the usual dinner arrangement. Seems her children like to do it from "home" :)

Heard that her son has found a job so it'll be double-joy for my sis. And she's so been looking forward to see her grandson again. Ya, he is a cute little doll. Hopefully sis-in-law and her daughter come back too lah..

As far as my sis & mum are concerned, they really don't care where we go so long as the respective people show up. Sigh.. Old folks are like that. They just want their loved ones to be around them..

Boss, you must read this..

A friend forwarded this to me some days back. Only managed to read it now. A real enjoyable read.

Food for thought...
An interesting reflection: Slow-Down Culture
Author Unknown

At Swedish company, Volvo, any project here takes 2 years to be finalized, even if the idea is simple and brilliant. It's a rule.

Globalize processes have caused in us (all over the world) a general sense of searching for immediate results. Therefore, we have come to posses a need to see immediate results. This contrasts greatly with the slow movements of the Swedish. They, on the other hand, debate, debate, debate, hold x quantity of meetings and work with a slowdown scheme. At the end, this always yields better results.

Said in another words:
1. Sweden is smaller than Thailand.
2. Sweden has 2 million inhabitants (8% from Malaysian Total Population).
3. Stockholm has 500,000 people.
4. Volvo, Scania, SAAB, Ericsson, Electrolux, are some of its renowned companies. Volvo supplies to NASA.

The first time I was in Sweden , one of my colleagues picked me up at the hotel every morning. It was September, a bit cold and snowy. We would arrive early at the company and he would park far away from the entrance (2000 employees drive their car to work). The first day, I didn't say anything, either the second or third. One morning I asked, "Do you have a fixed parking space? I've noticed we park far from the entrance even when there are no other cars in the lot." To which he replied, "Since we're here early we'll have time to walk, and whoever gets in late will be late and need a place closer to the door. Don't you think?" Can you imagine my face?

Nowadays, there's a movement in Europe named Slow Food. This movement establishes that people should eat and drink slowly, with enough time to taste their food, spend time with the family, friends, without rushing. Slow Food is against its counterpart: the spirit of Fast Food and what it stands for as a lifestyle. Slow Food is the basis for a bigger movement called Slow Europe, as mentioned by Business Week.

Basically, the movement questions the sense of "hurry" and "craziness" generated by globalization, fueled by the desire of "having in quantity" (life status) versus "having with quality", "life quality" or the "quality of being". French people, even though they work 35 hours per week, are more productive than Americans or British. Germans have established 28.8 hour workweeks and have seen their productivity been driven up by 20%. This slow attitude has brought forth the US 's attention, pupils of the fast and the "do it now!".

This no-rush attitude doesn't represent doing less or having a lower productivity. It means working and doing things with greater quality, productivity, perfection, with attention to detail and less stress. It means re-establishing family values, friends, free and leisure time. Taking the "now", present and concrete, versus the "global", undefined and anonymous. It means taking humans' essential values, the simplicity of living.

It stands for a less coercive work environment, more happy, lighter and more productive where humans enjoy doing what they know best how to do. It's time to stop and think on how companies need to develop serious quality with no-rush that will increase productivity and the quality of products and services, without losing the essence of spirit.

In the movie, Scent of a Woman, there's a scene where Al Pacino asks a girl to dance and she replies, "I can't, my boyfriend will be here any minute now". To which Al responds, "A life is lived in an instant". Then they danced to a tango.

Many of us live our lives running behind time, but we only reach it when we die of a heart attack or in a car accident rushing to be on time. Others are so anxious of living the future that they forget to live the present, which is the only time that truly exists. We all have equal time
throughout the world. No one has more or less. The difference lies in how each one of us does with our time. We need to live each moment. As John Lennon said, "Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans".

Congratulations for reading till the end of this message. There are many who will have stopped in the middle so as not to waste time in this globalized world.

Missing!!??

C-jiejie's been "missing"! I suspect she's gone to HCMC (sulk!). Go also don't tell me.. Need her to get things for me mah! Double-sulk!

I whine too much??

Definitions:
1. to utter a low, usually nasal, complaining cry or sound, as from uneasiness, discontent, peevishness, etc.
2. to snivel or complain in a peevish, self-pitying way.
3. to utter with or as if with a whine.

Honestly, I beg to differ.. I have my rights, you know :)
But I am quite sure I'm suffering from depression. That's why I've been having mood-swings..
Wonder if Juliana is still available for consultations.
Saturday, April 7

Yesterday & Today..

It's a long weekend again.. Hopefully this time I'll make good use of of my "holiday". May not be having one for a long long time :)

Yesterday, attended church service in the morning (finally!). Some more need ticket to get in. Hohoho.. Tell us fully-booked but not so leh.. Sigh! I don't know what to say..

The skit was pretty good. For a first, it's not too bad. The boy who played the role of Jesus is quite a looker. I suspect he is the son of our asst pastor (same surname lah..). Buffet after service, as usual.

Met up with darling niece, picked mum, & we went for lunch before going to "visit" daddy. We've not been there for a long time liao.. Miss him so.. Sob!

IZ went back to office to work from 2-10pm. Think she's stressed herself too much liao.. Talked to her on the phone till around 12.30am!

Today, kept thinking it's Sunday. Entire morning engaged online as well as watched TV.. Sigh! Went back to office to "work". Anticipate that IZ might go back.. but she didn't! The tapes room was so messy.. Couldn't tahan any longer so decide to do something on my own instead of depending on those girls! Sigh.. Spent about 3-4 hrs packing the tapes since poor YT had so much problem doing so, plus she had "no support" from her "step-colleagues".

Sigh! I don't even pack my own room & there I was packing & clearing the room for them! They'd better appreciate this!! Did some clearing of my own & left office around 10pm.

"I'll be back!"
Friday, April 6

Good Friday

1 John 3:16
This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.

.. but apparently no one seems to be doing so..
Thursday, April 5

My New Part-time

Thought since I've resigned, I should be more "available" these days. So I thought the tuition timing would be a breeze.. Unfortunately, this is not so.

I don't get to leave office until around 7pm most of the time so starting my tuition at 7pm is impossible! Wanted to arrange for a later time with my client but it seems that they have actually made a lot of "sacrifices" & adjustments in order to make allowance for this 7-8pm timeslot! Apparently my "student" usually goes to bed at 7pm!!! Good grief! So because I could only go in the night, they have shifted her entire daily schedule to fit in this tuition hour. Sigh!

What to do now?? Plus I'm not really being paid a lot for this.. e.g. I'm not charging them for my 1st lesson cz I was late & felt bad about it; & today also didn't charge cz was held up in office again so I rushed there in a taxi, still arrived late, & the fare cost me $12! So, in fact, I think I've undercharged them, plus half of what I earn will go to the agent for the 1st month. Sigh.. I'm just too nice & dumb. Think I've made myself a raw deal again :(

So what's new, Dodo?

Today's lunch..

To celebrate her promotion, SH bought all of us lunch at Waraku today :)

C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S !
Wednesday, April 4

April-May Transition

Today SH asked if I'd "scold" her if she request that I stay for another half-a-month. Well, unfortunately, I've signed my appointment letter liao.. Too bad!

Initially PP wanted me to start work with them on May 7. But I didn't want to take a break so I requested that they start me on May 2. They are so wonderful. Acceded to my request so I'll be starting work on May 2 and training will start in the same week. The following week I'll have to go back to head office for 2 days of orientation. Yippee!

Think I'll buy a bottle of champagne to celebrate my departure in end April :)

Y A W N !

Very sleepy liao.. Need to go look for Mr Chou liao.. Kooning..

Ya, think I really lack of sleep + my present job is very taxing for my poor eyes. This afternoon while at the clinic, I couldn't even read those alphabets on the wall! Even the biggest ones were blur. Good grief lor!!!

Really must go sleep liao.. Zzzzzzzzzz..

in tears..

Hmmm.. I do think she is the biggest bluffer ever! The other day when RR tendered, she actually told me that he was "in tears". I really doubt that. Same went for Jojo's case. Everyone's "in tears" when they tender. Come to think of it, she often said that Ms Leong was "in tears" too.. Honestly, I think the only person who's constantly "in tears" is me & me alone. Don't think anyone is as cry-baby as moi lor!

Truth to be told, I think she's capable of saying anything jz to save her own face! She's not a bad person but a disappointment, rather. Badly put, but sadly true..

Start my life afresh..

Yes, it's that bad!

I'm so looking forward to starting on this new part-time job. Think it will be "exciting". I get to wear a uniform so I don't need to think of what to wear everyday. At least that's a change. And I only start work at 11.30am, Mon-Fri, so I get to leave the house late,which is what I like :) Except for the fact that I have to start work at 8.30am on Saturdays :(

Many have warned me that it might not be as "stress-free" as I imagine it to be. That, I'll have to wait & see. I think anything is better than what I'm facing in the office now lah.. Haha.. I jz need to break-away from it else I'll go crazy.. Someone is driving me insane.

Actually I was forgetful & also wanted to "give her a chance" again. Cz now I remembered in Dec 2005, I actually told myself that I will not want to work under her ever again. However, after 8 months of "unemployment", I plain forgot what I've told myself so when she "came-a-begging", I decide to take up the offer. But it's all wrong! Nonetheless, I should not regret the decision. Afterall, the choice was mine to make. I'm sure there is a lesson to be learnt here.. somewhere.. I must be POSITIVE. Yeah!

Blurrblob.. 加油!
Tuesday, April 3

Signed appointment letter already!!

Haha.. this is the 2nd time I'm signing this letter. I did it once last August. Then I went for my pre-employment medical check-up. And, yes, this is my 2nd time doing it too. Last round my BP was ridiculously high. Think it was close to 200! Can't remember if I posted any blogs on this. Today BP's very good. 130/80. Fantastic, right? But doc said I need to lose A LOT OF WEIGHT! And she meant A LOT. Woahahaha..

Also started my 1st tuition class today. It's this cute & chubby 6-yr old Filipino girl. She's so bubbly & active, I have problem controlling her. Throughout the lesson she kept jumping & running around the house. Good grief! I was late for class so I told the mum that I'll treat this as a trial so FOC. Sigh! Supposed to start from 7pm, finish at 8pm, but I reached around 7.15-7.30pm. Wanted to finish off by 8pm but the little girl was so good in delaying me that I only manage to finish the lesson around 8.30pm & left the place around 9pm, after talking to the parents. By the time I reached home, it's already 10+. Haiz.. for $6 an hr, I wonder if it's really worth it!!

PS: Yup, checked. Blogged on Aug 28, 2006. BP then was 170/110. Really scary. Glad that it's properly controlled now. Jz that my weight is totally out-of-control. Hehehe..

My Super Laptop

Wow, this is fantastic! Ever since I "lifted" my laptop to a "higher level", it's been functioning well. No more auto-shutdown liao :)

Fell asleep last night & forgot to switch it off &, lo & behold, this morning it's still "ON"! Good grief! & not "overheated" some more.. Hahaha.. Great, right? Hehehe..
Monday, April 2

DIET

I've always been carnivorous.. never liked vegetables.. but of late, I've been contemplating on cutting down on my meat so was jz wondering if I should go vegetarian..

Hmmm.. Likely not possible one lah.. It'll not be an easy feat.

I've always liked dairy products.. that's why I took so much cheese lately.. glutton-me.. pig! So I decide to treat myself & bought more cheese. Bought my favourite Meiji milk too.. yum yum..

Meanwhile, think I'll really try to cut down on meat, deep-fried food & fastfood for a start. And perhaps try to learn to like vegs. Sigh!

Must learn to be kinder to my poor heart! I think it's been trying to communicate with me for the longest time ever!!

High Anxiety!

Every month is a birthday month!

Good grief! Starting last month, every month I have one family member celebrating their birthday..
March ~ Mum (celebrated last week); Niece (sis's daughter)
April ~ Sister (celebrating next week)
May ~ Brother (he's in Shanghai)
June ~ Baby Niece
July ~ Darling Niece
August ~ Sis-in-law
September ~ Nephew (sis's son)
October ~ (phew!)
November ~ Dad
December ~ Jesus

Aaarrggghhhhhhhhhhhhh...

I have BSF class Monday evening & yet have not done my homework. Me extremely lazy..

Supposed to prepare for my 1st tuition class but have not done so too.. Sigh!

Need to write some kind of release to inform client of the forthcoming launch & of course I have not done that too..

Plus I also need to "diligently" prepare in detail my "impending" handover..

By the way, here's the situation. Although I've verbally tendered, I do not need to hand in a resignation letter. I will just take off w.e.f. end April & boss will tell people that I've gone on sabbatical leave for 2 months. And when the 2 months are over, she'll just tell everyone that I have decided not to return. Neat, ya? Hahaha.. Meanwhile, I'll still be showing my face at least 2-3 times a week in the office due to the AdPix & RCA projects. Honestly, I'm really not sure if she can really pull this off.. But whatever she wants lor.. afterall, she IS the one who d-i-c-t-a-t-e-s.

There is no fairness!

My darling niece has tendered too! She tendered after me & she gets off before! There! Now you tell me is there any fairness in this world??? Her last day with the firm is April 12. Then she'll hang around until June when she'll start helping this friend of her mum in her biz set-up. Seems her mum's friend saw the way she worked at that shoe retail shop & liked her working attitude/style so actually asked her mum whether she can get her to help her. Cool..
Sunday, April 1

Poor Mummy..

Mummy fell again yesterday. It happened when she was on the bus. Seems the person sitting next to her was trying to get out & while shifting herself to make way for this guy, she slipped & fell onto the bus floor. She said the driver was making a sharp corner turn that's why she lost her balance & fell. She bumped her buttocks but I think she also "injured" her spine. But she didn't want to go to the doc so we'll have to wait & see lor. Wonder if I should file a complain. Sigh!

我的左眼见到鬼

Aahhhhhh.. They are showing it again! Channel U is now showing "My Left Eye Sees Ghosts".. C-jiejie, are you watching it again?

After seeing it for the umpteenth time, I still enjoy it thoroughly..
This is my kind of movie :)

I don't see the 2 lead stars having chemistry but they sure have charisma.

My favourite scene is when Sammi saw Sean for the very 1st time, he as the pilot who had fixed her hubby's Mercedes.

Sigh.. Can watch this over & over & over again.. Jz like last time when I watch "Heart with a Million Knots". Think I watched it more than 20 times.. Woahahahahaha..

I feel indignant!

看来我要改名了! 不要叫XX萍了。 改名叫愤概难平吧! 哈哈哈!
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