God, why always the Eleventh Hour one leh?

I oso dunno. But it's really always at 11th hour, plus must be so stressful & depressing one :( Really don't understand. It's been that way for the past 20 yrs leh!!! Wonder how much longer & how much more I can take this. Sigh!

Maybe really gotta work hard to ensure that I can get to ask Him in person :)