Heartache..

Home is supposed to be the safest place for a lot of people.. However, it's not the case for me..

There's a "monster" lurking around in my house, especially in my bedroom! This is not the first time I've been "ambushed" & each time the "monster" is simply all too forgetful to remember that she's been "warned" to steer clear. Sigh! What can I ask from a 83-yr old :(

I was just out of the house for 2 mere hours yesterday & when I got home, lo & behold, she's "attacked" again. This time she tore up all the documents, momentos & cheque books which I've conveniently put in a garbage bag as there was no bigger bag available then. She also conveniently thinks that everything inside is "garbage". The BIG question is - why in heaven's name does she want to enter my room to tear up MY GARBAGE!!??! not to mention that they aren't in the first place, & she actually has lots of garbage of her own to clear instead of crossing the line to mind mine! I think only God knows why. Good grief!

I literally cried for hours over this damage & my hands were quivering so badly as I rummage through the well-torn mess, trying to salvage as much as possible :(

I was so angry I think I can just die of a heart attack. Just cannot comprehend her action. She cried after realizing her mistake but what can be done? I really can die lor.

I think she has just multiplied all my c-cells zillion times.. & I'm very sure she's not suffering from dementia.. just 好心做坏事 :(

I begged her not to repeat this ever again. Now I'm just wonder how long she'll remember this heartache that she's caused me.. & honesty, I'm quite sure over time she's going to drop another time bomb on me again.. HAIZ..