Out of job :(

Still not working.. Still coughing.. Had to postpone my guided ultrasound appt again cz they say they can't perform the procedure as long as I'm still coughing - cz it can be "dangerous". Sigh!

Feel pains all over, especially on my chest & back. Feel like the c-cells are "manifesting". Sigh!

My left hand will occasionally shiver.. Don't know why.. My stomach is all bloated.. My weight has been increasing.. My heart feels weak whenever I walk - regardless of the distance or pace.. DIE! How to get back to work like that?? Sigh!

Mike sms'd me several times on a post available in his company. Kept saying that "the door is open & I should seize the opportunity". Can die..

Energy level very very low.. Like batteries going flat.. Need to be recharged first.. How? Sigh!