Ultra Stressed

I was so stressed at work that I literally felt "turned off"! Nauseous.. dizziness.. stomach churning.. felt like vomitting.. yet nothing comes out :(

By right, after I tendered, I should feel relieved. Yet there's no exuberance. Not that I adore the job so much that I'm sad to leave. I think it's due to the sense of insecurity I have now. Plus age is also catching up. My poor heart is also unable to take the load. Think I have reached saturation point on my stress-tolerance. Sigh!

The other day I felt so ill that I rushed to the doc. Told him that my heart was beating very fast, felt breathless, head-spinning, body wobbly, etc.. But after examining me, he said my heartbeat was normal, my breathing was ok & my bp was fine.. Sigh.. What then can I say? That I have become a hypochondriac?? I insisted that I was ill & he concluded that either I have a viral attack or I am stressed. Told me to take deep breathing, go home & rest.. & also talk to my family, friends & relatives..

Hahaha.. Perhaps I need to talk to my cats. Think I'm losing it soon..