Tuesday, October 31

Good Grief!

I have just been told by one website that MY REAL AGE IS 58.3 !!! They came up with this number after assessing several areas in my life. Wow! Think I've really added quite a number of years to myself over the years.. C'est la vie!

I love Chocolates :)

Still having fever today! Throat's condition got worse. VERY SORE. Now beginning to cough a little, & feeling very tired. Sigh! Not taking Essentials anymore. Cannot afford liao. So the alternative is to be careful with food intake. But lately very stressed so ate alot of.. guess what? CHOCOLATES lah! Hehehe..

"Richard's System" is UP!

Finally! We got one set up for 12-CH in the office on 23rd & today another 4-CH is being set up at home. In a fortnight's time, another 4-CH will be added to the existing system. Phew! But looks like there'll be more work to do henceforth..

万圣节


Not that I'm particularly fond of this day, except that Linus has been raving so much about it. It jz reminded me of those good old Montreal days. Back then, my roommates & I would dress-up in the strangest outfits, thereafter go downtown to St Catherine's to enjoy the festive mood & join in the fun. The culture's so different. The entire street area would be jam-packed with people, all dressed for the occasion. 唉!今昔何在??Now we are not even a least bit in touch.. Soooo sad..

5 Simple Rules to be HAPPY..

1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.
Monday, October 30

Ill today :(

Did packing the whole of yesterday. Have yet to finish.. Extremely tired.

Woke up this morning with piercing chest pain, followed by gastric pain. Unable to go in to office today. Went to see Doc Lim. Cfm down with fever, sore throat, gastric attack. Doc says chest pain can ignore. Haha.. That's nice :)
Sunday, October 29

Mum's ill again :(

Jz overheard her on the phone saying she not feeling well & won't be going to church this morning. It's not something that she does often.

Seems that she's feeling dizzy again! I'm really worried. Wonder why she keeps feeling dizzy these days!?? What if she suddenly faints at home?

I suspect it's her heart getting weaker. Think I mz really bring her for a check-up at her geriatrics again.

pumpkins.. anyone?

Saturday, October 28

Pack room.. Pack room..

Really really need to do that to make way for Richard's system. Haiz.. Really don't know where to start! Do I really have to throw away all my stuff??? Boohoo..

Saturday SMS

"God is a miracle working God (Job 5:9). Believe in Him. He will uproot every mountain in your life (Job 28:9). We stand in faith with you."

No Wonder..

On the first day, God created the dog & said: "Sit all day by the door of your house & bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years."
The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years & I'll give you back the other ten?"
So God agreed.

On the second day, God created the monkey & said: "Entertain people, do tricks, & make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span."
The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years?? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?"
& God agreed.

On the third day, God created the cow & said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long & suffer under the sun, have calves & give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years."
The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty & I'll give back the other forty?"
And God agreed again.

On the fourth day, God created man & said: "Eat, sleep, play, marry & enjoy your life. For this, I'll give you twenty years."
But man said: "Only twenty years? Could you possibly give me my twenty, the forty the cow gave back, the ten the monkey gave back, & the ten the dog gave back; that makes eighty, okay?"
"Okay," said God, "You asked for it."

So that is why the first twenty years we eat, sleep, play and enjoy ourselves.
For the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family.
For the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren &
for the last ten years we sit on the front porch & bark at everyone.

~ from a friend ~
Friday, October 27

Wanna celebrate Halloween with me?

Tuesday, October 24

PRAISE THE LORD

Praise God! Mum is much better today. Although she was still unwell this morning, I told her we'll monitor her for half a day before deciding on going to doc or hsp. Actually I want neither. Thank God she's better now. She's been sleeping the entire day & very sound sleep. And that's good.

I'm like a zombie today. Hyper lack of sleep. Plus so busy at work. Problems never cease. Xiao liao..

Verse of the Day

“The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.”- Proverbs 9:10

Mummy is ill..

Went back to work yesterday as we couldn't "close" due to the numerous problems we encountered the whole of last week with the "relaunch" of the new A3 module. A few of the staff had to go back to work to "catch up" so I went in to give moral support. Plus I had to wait for Richard to install his system in the tech room. Called home around 7.15pm but no one picked up the phone. Decided to call mummy on her mobile. She finally answered & sounded terrible. Told me she's feeling very dizzy. Rushed home immediately. Yes, she's ill.

Looked after her the entire night till now. Didn't sleep a wink. Applying medicated oil, getting her water, accompanying her to the toilet, etc. If she still doesn't feel better by morning, likely will have to admit her.

Sigh! & it's Hari Raya Puasa holiday.. Holiday like no holiday :(

My life is absolutely "eventful"!

My life, in bondage? Impossible!!

星期天我回教会敬拜,星期一妈妈便生病了!是巧合吗?我不知道。总之无形中总觉得有很多灵界的战争,围绕着我!! 让我喘不过气来。。 要把我毁灭!

但我深信我主是活的神,他对我不离不弃,他是信实的!人会让我失望,但我主永不会!有主的庇佑,我将会得到最后的胜利!哈里路呀!

Christian humour ?

Jesus & Satan were having an on-going argument about who was better on the computer. They had been going at it for days, & frankly God was tired of hearing all the bickering.

Finally fed up, God said, "THAT'S IT! I have had enough. I am going to set up a test that will run for two hours, & from those results, I will judge who does the better job." So Satan & Jesus sat down at the keyboards & typed away.

They moused.

They faxed.

They e-mailed.

They e-mailed with attachments.

They downloaded.

They did spreadsheets!

They wrote reports.

They created labels & cards.

They created charts & graphs.

They did some genealogy reports.

They did every job known to man!

Jesus worked with heavenly efficiency & Satan was faster than hell.

Then, ten minutes before their time was up, lightning suddenly flashed across the sky, thunder rolled, rain poured, &, of course, the power went off.

Satan stared at his blank screen & screamed every curse word known in the underworld! Jesus just sighed.

Finally the electricity came back on, & each of them restarted their computers. Satan started searching frantically, screaming:

"It's gone! It's all GONE! I lost everything when the power went out!"

Meanwhile, Jesus quietly started printing out all of his files from the past two hours of work.

Satan observed this & became irate.

"Wait!" he screamed. "That's not fair! He cheated! How come he has all his work & I don't have any?"

God just shrugged & said,

JESUS SAVES

~ Source: colleague ~
Sunday, October 22

RIP, baby.. & don't blame mummy..



Lan-Lan Loke (1992 - 2006)

Imagine losing 2 cats in a year! End Jan Mac gone & now Lan. So much heartache. Too difficult to cope emotionally.

Don't think I'll have another cat, EVER!

No more MaoMaos :(

On Feb 7, my posting mentioned about my "owners". Now, this is a recap & the latest update.

My Cats:
(1) Joel [1990 - 1992]
(2) Mac [1991 - 30.1.2006]
(3) FiFi [1992 - 1992]
(4) Lan Lan [1993 - 12.10.2006]
(5) Coke 仔 [1993 - 16.6.2002]
(6) Mei Mei (1999-1999]

Gone in this order:
1. Joel (1)
2. FiFi (3)
3. Mei Mei (6)
4. Coke 仔(5)
5. Mac (2)
6. Lan Lan (4)

Cute Cute Sleepy Kitty

Saturday, October 21

Peace in the Storm?

"The secret of peace is to give every anxious care to God."
..
from Our Daily Bread

Saturday SMSes

Sept 30
The Creator God wants to give you creative-inspired ideas (Prov 8:12). Allow Him to direct you (Isa 28:26). Let these ideas come to pass & bless many.

Oct 7:
Trust in Him. His good plans for you will unfold (Jer 29:11). He has great goodness laid up for you (Ps 31:19). Be of cheerful faith.

Oct 14:
No evil can damage your life in Christ. His good plans cannot be thwarted by the enemy (Isa 54:17). Be tenacious & keep on in His good path.

Oct 21:
Allow God to lead you in the best pathway for you life (Ps 32:8). You are the chosen generation, a royal priesthood (1 Peter 2:9). I bless you in Jesus' name.
Wednesday, October 18

庭院深深深几许

突然恨想文绉绉的,想抛书包.. 但是已经很久没用华语了,而用电脑来写华语我也不习惯.. 真糟糕!! 我的心情真是坏透了:(
Tuesday, October 17

An extremely pathetic person with an extremely sad blog!

Sunday, October 15

Dear God

I know Your will is for me to live a victorious life.
Now, I put all my problems into Your hands. I will no longer worry.
If these problems are not resolved, You will be put to shame, not me.
Friday, October 13
See this day? Friday, the 13th. It came & went. No big deal..
Thursday, October 12

Bye, Lan Lan..

Much against my will, I've decided to put her to sleep. Extremely painful decision.

Brought her to SPCA this morning. She's been having seizures for the past 2 days.. Started from Oct 10. The timing was really bad. It's handover day! Everything was so rushed. Post-handover was also demanding, with "closing" & all, I really couldn't take time off for anything :( Plus financially I can really ill-afford prolonged treatment for her. Neither would I have the time nor energy due to the nature of this new job.

In pains us all to see her suffer when she has her fits. Mum & sis both highly stressed by this. Poor mum has been praying for her each time the attack came. After much deliberation, in view that there will be no support coming from any source, I guess this will be the best way for her to go.

I feel like a murderer.
Wednesday, October 11

Huge Hooha over HANDOVER!

Think I'm really the most dodo person on earth. So blur & don't know how to handle matters! Never imagined that I can be soooo STUPID, but I really am!! Wonder what has really become of me!!??@#$%&@*&?

The entire episode has been so badly handled. Now I think I'm considered to be a colleague "backstabber", an incompetent "apprentice", & definitely no longer a "friend". It's really that bad!

I can literally DIE. Always find myself dumbfounded. There's really nothing much I can do at this point. Kept thinking if it's another wrong decision of mine - to return to work for RT!
Tuesday, October 10

1010

October 10 is a bad bad bad day!
Friday, October 6

Mid-Autumn Festival

今晚是八月十五中秋节。正是月到中秋份外圆。

无奈人算不如天算,特如其来的印尼丛林烟火,弄到全国烟雾弥漫。听说今天的指数还是八十多度呢!真恐怖!!到处都朦朦胧胧的,又有一股烧焦的味道,真是天不作美。
Hey.. What do you know!! I'm still around leh!!!!!

Thought I wouldn't have lasted. Hmmm.. Too much to consider. Well, looks like I might still be around for perhaps another week or two. Can't bear to leave :(

Woahahahaha...
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