Updates

~ Someone from BSF called me on Wed to inform me that they have a place for me. Think I will take on this bible study course afterall.

~ Really having problems disciplining "some of my staff". Contemplated quitting many many times. Didn't think I'd have problems managing this bunch of people but I guess I was wrong. Majority of them are ok but I think my main problem is really with my boss. As long as she continues to run it in this manner, I will eternally have problems.

~ Feeling totally drained by my projects. Initially felt they were challenging & satisfying but of late have been encountering one problem after another. The issues on hand are very exhausting if I want to solve them (i.e. if they can be resolved at all!). In my present plight, I really don't think I have the energy to handle my job. I'm too stressed by my personal affairs to do well in my present job. But I also can't go without a job. Really don't know what to do.

~ Recently I've been suffering from gastric attacks rather frequently inspite of medication. Quite irritating. Started with getting it in the middle of the night but this week I'm getting it even in the day, after meals! Wonder if something is really wrong with my stomach. Perhaps I should get my doctor to recommend me for some kind of gastric/colon examination.. Plus, I'm also having cramps on my legs these days. It "crippled" me. The pulling pain was so excruciating that I couldn't even walk. I had that on my right leg, all the way to my toes, last weekend & my right shank muscle still hurts now. Also don't understand what's happening.. Lack of calcium? Hmmm..