Thursday, November 30

I feel so bored!

野蛮密极

Watching this movie called "My Kung Fu Sweetheart". So funny. It's 元华 & 元秋, with Cecilia Chung & Leo Ku.. plus this "big bird".. like the one from "Return of the Condor Heroes".

Now I know where this picture came from.. It's one of those 胡闹 shows but quite entertaining lor..
Wednesday, November 29

Pain Pain

My colleague, Siti, had a foot injury on Sunday. She's been on medical leave since Monday. Got another 2 days of mc from her doctor today. She sent me this MMS taken by Maya. It's really kind of gross.. Yucks! Let's share this pix.

Updates

1. The last time I went to the dentist was last Friday. Since then, the pain has gone away. Supposed to go back for review on Monday but as usual didn't manage to keep the appt. The dental nurse actually called me 15 mins prior to the appt time & after finding out that things are ok with me, asked, "So you won't be coming down today, right?" So comical. I think they now know my "kuan" already. Haha.. Think I'm supposed to go back for review some time in early Dec. Can't remember exactly which day though..

2. Heard that sister's daughter is inviting us to her wedding dinner next week. Not the big big celebration type. Seems it'll just be for immediate family from our side.

3. Mummy confirmed suffering from oesteoporosis. Need to take this special medicine weekly. Costs $17.50 per pill! Really hope her condition will improve over time. Must remember to give her the medicine every Sunday. Me much more forgetful these days.

4. Fancy bumping into my brother the other day at the dental centre. He needs serious treatment for his gums. Then he kind of told me that he will be leaving for Shanghai in January to work. Looks like his wife will have to cope with work & manning the kid. Think she will get her sister from HCMC to come over to help her. Whatever!

5. Found out C-jiejie went to Sri Lanka. So exciting! Her job is so interesting. She gets to travel oh so often. Green with envy. Woahahaha..

6. So busy these days, I have no time for anything or anyone. Think it's the same for my darling niece. I've not seen her for eons..

7. Doris sms'd me last nite. Told me she's now doing delivery of YYY door-to-door, part-time. She doesn't want a full-time job so seems she's quite happy with the present arrangement.

8. RR seems to be really having some serious health problems. So very frequently always say don't feel well & end up lying down in the chill-out room. So scary. Plus you can see that he has these blood-shot eyes.. Like vampire.. Haha.. He constantly has breathing problems & behaves like the "can-collapse-anytime" kind. Told him to seriously consider getting a thorough medical check-up, soon.

9. Surprised to meet Kalam (& his wife) at 2nd floor canteen today. He says he is now doing s-projects for 15th floor. For about 2 mths already. Looks happy. Said he is actually doing this type of job part-time for 3 companies presently. Kept asking me to organize a gathering. Good grief! Who has the time now?? 我是有空死没空病的那种!一笑。。。

DO OR DIE !

yES.. I'V beeN sAyiNG tHat iN thE OfFiCe. Do oR dIE.. DO or diE..

EvErythiNg Is oH SooO oUt of cOntRoL.. Do ALso die.. dON't dO aLSO DIe!!!! so JUsT DO lor!
Tuesday, November 28

Postcards from God

Received a forwarded email from a friend. Seems this Church of Singapore did a "press campaign" which was a "roaring success" & it comprises of a series of postcard which contains "messages from God". It's really cute. I'll try to put them up progressively, if possible.
Monday, November 27

Hey, kiddo..

I feel like working overseas..

Does anyone have a job offer for me?

Used to think that I can't break away from my usual routine. Basically it's due to my babies. But now that they are all gone, I guess I can afford to go away. So, for a change, it would be good if I can get a job working out of Singapore. But at my age, I guess it will be almost impossible.

Well, no harm dreaming..

Who's reading?

Haha.. I've been blogging for almost 10 months now. I blog as if no one I know is reading the contents. Sometimes it's not that nice lah.. But I also honestly think that these people are not so free to read such things. It's of no value to them & they are too busy. Hmmm.. Ya, so actually I can write anything I like :)

So those of you out there, pls don't sabo me.
Sunday, November 26

I miss her..

And also still feeling guilt-striken for making that heartless decision.

Update on my problematic tooth..

Went to the dentist first thing on Friday morning. All prepared to have my gums cut! Either that or I'll jz remove that XXXX tooth! Told the dentist I've got no more time nor patience to go through all the pain again, plus can't afford to be commuting between office & the dental centre day-in-day-out! Jz want to cut short the ordeal. Then, guess what? After putting up with 1 jr dentist, 2 snr ones + 1 x-ray, I was AGAIN advised to keep the tooth as it would be very "sayang" to extract it. So the final advice is to "redo" the tooth & continue to monitor my condition. Hmmm..

So got another round of jabs, this round THRICE.. & sat in the dentist chair for another 1 over hour.. Thank goodness this time it seems that the dentist did do a better job. Tooth feels smaller after that & the tight feeling is gone. My poor inflammed gums feel less strained. The achy feeling is also gone. Wow! What a difference!

The last time my medication costs $2.40. This time it's $30. Haha.. Ridiculously ridiculous. Need to take painkillers + 2 types of antibiotics. Now my tooth is better & I'm having all my boils again! STUPID!! Problems NEVER end.

Sigh! Gotta count my blessings.. At least no more toothache this weekend. And tomorrow gotta go back to dentist again! Xianzzz..

Small world..

Met ex-small-boss & her family this afternoon. Actually only her husband & daughter as she's gone to the toilet when I met them. Chatted a while with KW. Then went back to office. She sms'd me later. Sigh! Dunno what to make of it. Is she or is she not a nice person?? I'm confused.

TODAY..

IS REALLY THE LOUSIEST DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, at least it's how I feel.. deep down.. inside.. inside..

:(
Saturday, November 25

心情写照。。

龙游浅水遭虾戏,虎落坪阳被犬欺。

我如今真的是有这种感觉。。 不知道为什么突然会有如此想法? 总觉得很indignant就是了! 为何落到如此下场,我真无法明了??

Pastor's Saturday sms

You are His Champion in His exceeding great destiny (Jer 29:11). So arise, enter & receive all that Goad has for you.

Haha.. It sure looks sad..

So Sad..

Friend #1 - Married with a 11-yr old son. Working. Staying with in-laws. Husband's an architect but was unemployed for 2 yrs. Recently changed career & became a teacher. Her mum has a stroke & now completely bedridden.

Friend #2 - Single, staying with mother. Unemployed for a couple of yrs, only found a job recently. Father died a few yrs back. Committed suicide. Mother devastated, had nervous breakdown. Suspect friend's also suffering from some form of depression.

Friend #3 - Single, taking care of retired parents. Staying with brother & his family. Brother retrenched. Now gone to China to work. Comes back less than twice a yr. Sis-in-law stays home to look after children. Friend's been teaching in primary school for umpteen yrs but feeling very frustrated now. Contemplating change of career.

Friend #4 - Married with 2 daughters. Not working. Husband diagnosed of colon cancer in 2000. Now cured. Goes back for review half-yearly. Lately discovered some growth in his pancreas. Good thing he is still gainfully employed. Brother #1 used to be in real estate. During the economy downturn, no work cz no biz. Has one son. Wife diagnosed with breast cancer. He recently rented a foodstall in school canteen. Brother #2 used to be a lawyer with his own practice. Overly ambitious & "un.........". Was made a bankrupt some yrs back. Kept a China woman from Shanghai so his wife divorced him & took custody of all their children. Has 4 children by 1st wife & 3 by 2nd. Disgnosed with brain tumour. Tumour removed & now gainfully employed. Her father also had a bypass recently. Her mum is serving the Lord somewhere in China. Step-mum also disgnosed of cancer of some kind.

Friend #5 - Single. Got retrenched & remained unemployed for about 2 yrs. Now doing a 一脚踢 job with a foreign bank.

Friend #6 - Single. Been with an IT firm for over 10 yrs as manager. Now they tell her that she will be retrenched early next yr. She's very upset & depress now.
Friday, November 24

Chilam & Anita.. finally, a baby boy :)



Thursday, November 23

Team Building Workshop

at The Pines..

From 9am - 5.30pm. Tiring. Not writing much about it this round. Perhaps another time.

Facilitator says today is Thanksgiving Day.

so let's all "give thanks" :)

I've gained weight!

Even with all the "no meals" days, plus all the toothaches, I think I've gained weight! Think I've put back all the 3 kg that I've lost! Haizzzz..

Missing Appointments

After I found out about my "bruise" on Monday night, tried getting an appointment to see the dentist. Called him early Tuesday morning & he told me to go before 11am. Actually wanted to go around 9.30am but decided to go in to office to settle things first. Then got stuck in the office, "forever"..

So I called the Centre for another appt. They told me to go on Wed morning at 10.30am. Again I went to the office in the morning & again I didn't manage to keep my appt as I was once again "stuck"! Then when I called for another appt, the operator was saying that I should put my health first & try to keep my appt instead of missing it so many times!

She then gave me another appt for Thurs at 9.30am & reinterated that I must turn up for it. Initially I thought I would be able to but found out later that likely I will be "indispensable" again bcz we are having team-building workshop on Thurs. So rushed down to the Centre at 5pm (Wed) & "gate-crashed" on the dentist. After examining on me, he said it wasn't his fault that I have the bruises. Seems it's due to my acute inflammation & also bcz the antibiotics prescribed are not working well on me. Sad case, right?!! Seems now he needs to cut my gums to rid of the pus! Good grief lor!! Can die!

Now I've got an early appt this Fri at 9am. Hope I can make it. The pain everyday is really unbearable. Painkillers don't help anymore. Sigh! Told Dr Ahmad I think I should jz remove this tooth so that I don't have to keep going back & forth the dental centre. He still feels I should keep my tooth as he says there's no guarantee that everything will be okay after the extraction anywayzz.. Frustration!

Stupid, right! This also cannot, that also cannot.. Then HOW???!! Xiao liao..
Tuesday, November 21

Death of the MeePok Uncle

Heard from Woman that our school's meepok uncle passed away last week. So sad! He died at home, alone - likely had a heart-attack. Was jz talking to an ex-schoolmate the other day that I have not set foot into the school since it shifted eons ago. Then she told me that she'll "bring" me back one day to eat the meepok :) Now that he's dead, guess I can no longer taste his delicious meepok anymore..
Monday, November 20

Neverending Molar Problem..

Spent almost the entire day at the Dental Centre on Friday. Was there since 10am & only left around 4pm. Had to suffer on the dentist chair for almost 2 hrs with mouth w-i-d-e opened! Took 4 jabs!!! Swallowed so much bitter liquid from the jabs. Went empty-stomach the entire day and after taking the medicine, threw up everything.. Paid a hundred bucks! Really quite an ordeal. And I thought my toothache problem would be over after that.. Unfortunately, I was WRONG..

Weekend was still bearable. Since dentist said it should improve by the day, I trusted him. Surprisingly, he actually called me this morning at 8am to ask if everything is ok. I was still kind of in dreamland so jz told him I'm still taking his antibiotics & painkillers. Then he asked if I have an appt for review. After affirming it, he asked if I was still having any pains. So told him painkillers seem to be ok, but I will still feel the pain whenever I bite. So he jz said to continue to monitor to see if the condition will improve.

WOE IS ME!!! Today, the painkillers WORK NO MORE!!! It's pain pain pain throughout the day. What topped it all was when I got home tonight around 10pm, I found that my right jaw is actually bruised - as in, it's now "black-and-blue" and swollen!!!! Aaarrrrhhhhhhh.. I don't care.. I GOT CHEATED!!!!! Think I should jz go get it extracted tomorrow. STUPID DENTIST!

:-)

Jake was dying. His wife, Becky, was maintaining a candlelight vigil by his side. She held his fragile hand, tears running down her face. Her praying roused him from his slumber. He looked up & his pale lips began to move slightly.
"Becky my darling," he whispered.
"Hush my love," she said. "Rest, don't talk."
He was insistent. "Becky," he said in his tired voice, "I have something that I must confess."
"There's nothing to confess," replied the weeping Becky, "everything's all right, go to sleep."
"No, no. I must die in peace, Becky. I .... I slept with your sister, your best friend, her best friend & your mother!"
"I know, my sweet one" whispered Becky, "that's why I poisoned you."

Favourite Female Character Award - Charmaine Sheh

Charmaine's candidness.. (Best Actress Award)

Kevin's touching moments.. (Best Actor Award)

Sunday, November 19

"The Li Twins"

This pair of twins has grown up.. Do you remember them? Twin-sons of 李家鼎 & 施明。Was actually thinking of how they'd look now cz used to watch them when they were kids. They've always acted as the child version of the leading male characters. I especially remember Gregory as young Felix Wong in "Looking back in anger". Gregory used to stand out more than Alexander cz his acting was better & he had a more "stubborn" look. Hence giving more "character". He can also cry a lot. Seems they both turned out pretty passable in looks now. But can't say much for their present acting skills. Why not go do something else leh? How come still end up as TV actors? Hmmm.. Really don't understand. As for their father, well, he's definitely still acting lah.. Wonder if they learned any kungfu skills from him :)

江华,wife & kids

I am..

confused.. upset.. indignant.. worried.. miserable.. depress..

Funny joke found online..

Caller: Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?
Operator: Yes, you can speak to me.
Caller: No, I want to speak to Annie Wan!
Operator: You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Caller: I'm Sam Wan (someone) and I need to talk to Annie Wan! It is urgent.
Operator: I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone, but what is this urgent matter about?
Caller: @#$... just tell my sister Annie Wan that our brother Noel Wan (no one) was involved in an accident. Noel Wan got injured and now Noel Wan is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.
Operator: Look, if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!
Caller: You are so rude! What is your name?
Operator: I am Saw Lee (sorry)!
Caller: Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!!

Recognise them?

Celebrity Mum/Dad

(1) 林凤娇 (成龙's wife) & JC
(2) Brigitte Lin (林青霞) with 2 daughters
(3) 阿B's 3rd kid - a chubbily cute baby girl
(4) Lydia Sum & her infamous daughter, Joyce Cheng
(5) Zoe Tay with Braydon
(6) Angie Chiu (赵雅芝) (Melvin Wong's wife) & son
(7) 施明 with her "now grown-up" twins - Gregory & Alexander
(8) Hilary (Eason Chan's wife) & daughter
(9) Jamie Chik (Michael Miu's wife) & kids
(10) Annie 伊能静 (Harlem Yu's wife) & Harry Yu

A cute case of...

State of Wellbeing

是 。福 。不 。是 。祸
是 。祸 。躲 。不 。过
Saturday, November 18

Guess Her Age

Pastor's Saturday sms

"Allow God to lead you in the same pathway for your life (Psalms 32:8). You are the chosen generation, a royal priesthood (1 Peter 2:9)."

Saturdays are BORING..

Basically I think Saturday is a terrible day. Nothing to do, everywhere is crowded & there's nothing nice to watch on TV or cable.

Its actually sickeningly boring. Yawn!
Friday, November 17

Rats!

We suspect that there's a rat in the office. Whether it's one or more we are not sure. Heard from the girls that HR already called in the pest people to put rat poison in the office. Yucks! Let's hope that we won't see any dead rats lying around the office :)

Started with some of the food in the office being "nibbled". At first we thought it was the part-timers. Bread & chocolates bitten with holes in them! Then the jagged edges looked too unreal as human doings. Hehe.. So we kind of set a trap to confirm lor :)

T O O T H A C H E . . (con't)

Wednesday: Morning couldn't tahan pain anymore. Couldn't sleep throughout the night. Decided to visit dentist. Got to polyclinic before 9am but stupid dental staff said I've got no appointment so need to wait indefinitely. Waited till around 10.30am & decided to leave. Returned to office as we're expecting WLY from M'sia to come in around 11.30am. No sight of her. Managed to squeeze a dental appt for Thurs at 11am. WLY finally got in only around 2.30pm! I only got to leave office around 9.30pm. Pain.. Pain.. Pain.. :(

Thursday: Went to office around 9.45am. Started meeting with boss, WLY, Jojo & RR at 10am. By 10.45am, asked boss for permission to go for my dental appt. Thought I'll jz get an extraction but dentist advised otherwise. Very confused. Undecided. Dentist suggested doing root canal. Costly & time-consuming. But I'm also not keen to remove tooth. Pain presently is absolutely intolerable. So she recommended that I go to National Dental Institute for emergency treatment. Felt very unwell. Very nauseous & "can-faint-anytime-type"! Told boss I need to go home to rest. She expressed that she would like me to attend demo & meeting while WLY's still around. So I left office at 2.30pm & returned at 4.30pm for the meeting. Left office at 12.30am :(

Friday: Permission to go on mc cz boss felt that I should settle my tooth problem. So will go for my "emergency" treatment. Jojo was asked to cancel her leave during my absence. That poor dear! Boss 现在很看重她。Says with her around, everything she very 放心:)

Boss thinks that I'm too messy & disorganized for her liking. Told her in that case, should consider "letting me go". She's worried that I'll be too stressed at work & end up with a stroke. Then she'll be guilt-striken. Hahahahahahaha... She's so adorable :)
Tuesday, November 14

Lord, help me!

This toothache is killing me. It's been nagging me the past days, if not months. But tonight is exceptionally bad. Started around 9pm. Extremely painful. Just do not understand why of all days it has to happen tonight :(

Took 2 ponstan around 9.30pm. Didn't stop the pain. Really really very painful. Cannot tahan. Don't know what to do now. Took 2 panadols around 11.15pm. The pain still did not go away. Becoming more & more painful. I'm really genuinely dying..

Prayed so many times.. Prayed & prayed & prayed.. God, please stop the pain..

HELP..

T O O T H A C H E

pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain

moody..

Applied for half-day today to bring mummy for scan but ended up being stuck in the office till 7.30pm :(

Intended to leave at 1.30pm, then dragged till 2.30pm, then 3.30pm & before I knew it, it's 4pm. Sigh! Planned to leave by 6pm & ended up leaving at 7.30pm. And it's supposed to be one of my earlier evenings. Tragic.

Now, am suffering from a very bad toothache. Very very painful. Excruciating pain. I'm dying liao.. Toothache is really one of the worst pains one can get. This is really bad. LY coming from KL tomorrow til Friday. Wonder if I can survive. VERY PAINFUL! arrrrhhhhwwooooooooooooooo..

Monday..

On Sunday night, was contemplating on whether to go to work or not. Had gastric attack in the evening, plus toothache. These 2 problems have been bugging me for quite some time. Some more feel so "xian" about going to the office :(

Nonetheless, decide to go to work in the morning. However, by the time I dilly-dellied, I was pretty late. Then at around 9.30am, RR called to inform me that Scott is in town & RT said I was to being him out for lunch as she has another lunch appt. By the time I got in to the office, it was around 10am! Gosh! My boss actually cooked up a story for my lateness.. that I'm put on staggered hrs. Hahaha.. Well, what can I say..

After being introduced to Scott, I went about doing my work. And I realised that I another very cute boss. She's as oblivious as I am if not worse. She was trying to talk to this "intern-to-be" who's working in the camera room. But instead of walking all the way to the room which is situated at the back, she actually stood outside the server room & knocked & asked if anyone was there. So funny, right? Every one of us burst out laughing. Strange that she's been in the office for so many years & still didn't know that the server room is actually locked & NO ONE IS INSIDE! Hilarious..

Had lunch at Bakers' Inn with SH, Scott & Andrew.

Thereafter, had meeting with Scott from around 2.15pm till around 5.15pm. Then he left for KL.

Had to take care of the part-timers in the evening. Only got to leave office around 12.15am. Today gotta do monthly summary checks & KPI report but latter still not done :(

Tired! Feel like quitting..
Saturday, November 11
very very tired. every day just work work work. and paid pittance. and so indebted. feel like quitting. feel so lost. so confused. think i got into the working-class rut now. i need a break from work this weekend cz every day since last week i didn't get to leave office till after midnight! but sadly, this morning still had to go back to office. and looks like i'll be going in again tomorrow. this is tragic!

HK 4th Talentime

TVBJ now showing this & realised that the participants included William So & Alex Toh. I think Alex Toh gained his fame from this competition. So did Willaim So. Seems he was only 17 then. Don't know which year was that being held.

Yes.. the show jz ended (now time is 17:22). Alex Toh was the winner. William So 1st runner-up. This not-so-famous girl came in 3rd. She sounded a bit like Anita Mui. The compere was Tony Leung & another unknown girl.

Pastor's Saturday sms

Living by faith (Gal 3:11) is living in the realm of God's goodness (Ps 31:19). Desire more of Him and your thirst will be satisfied (John 6:35).
Thursday, November 9
Have not heard from C-jiejie for a long time. Guess we are all busy. For Sal-T, I get to chat a bit with her on-&-off online sometimes.

My darling princess has no news at all. Only sms once in a while cz we are both busy too. How come these days everyone is BUSY?? Sigh! My mummy haven't seen her for W-E-E-K-S!

As for her hopeless son, well, he is indeed a hopeless son lor! Can't even do simple tasks to "honour" her. He'll have to answer to his own follies lor, whatever.. Since he is the "most-free" one, he's supposed to bring mummy to see doctor, go for tests etc, & yet, last-minute he can still say he can't make it even though it's been planned months ahead & tasks given to him with his consent! Really angry with him lor. He's really selfish & inconsiderate. So now sis will have to make time to bring mummy. If only I can do everything by myself without having to rely on anyone. Afterall, there is absolutely no one that I can depend on!

Sis says I'm like a prisoner in my present job. Cannot get to do anything. Everyday leave the house early-early & reach home late-late. During office hrs they can hardly reach me cz I always put my mobile on silent mode & "forever" having meetings, meetings, meetings.. being busy, busy, busy.. Sigh!

Feel like telling boss that one day should she ever feel that I'm not doing my job well, or that I'm an ill-fit to the job, or she can't put-up with me anymore, she should jz tell me to go, rather than feel responsible to keep me! It might jz be a blessing in disguise, else it might jz end up as a lose-lose situation.

Problematic!

Haiz.. A lot of relationship problems in office one! Tuesday RR got a scolding from boss over WG report & he threw up a fuss.. Wed V-girl tendered! Now I'm supposed to convince her to stay. Behind each other's backs, everyone is unhappy with everyone. Yet on the surface.. Haiz.. Haiz..

I've been working in office till past midnight every night this week. Can't even remember what happened last week!! Still feel like resigning. Not totally unhappy. Jz find it too overwhelming.. Feeling an extremely heavy workload & responsibility.
Tuesday, November 7

DATA

data.. data.. data.. I see data everyday!!!

Every night this week, looks like I'll have to leave around 11pm-12mn.. Getting several part-timers in so gotta monitor them..

Weekend's cough is getting better after all the antibiotics from Dr Koh. But still haven't gotten my voice back. Very pathetic lor..

RR got very worked up tonight after discovering that his efforts are not being acknowledged. He said that being the case, he might as well tender. Cz he realised that boss is not aware of his job scope, so if he is not "valued", then he'd rather go elsewhere where he is appreciated. Sigh! Problematic! The truth of the matter is, day after day boss has been telling me that she wants him to go.. Good grief, right?

Having a lot of problems with RCA Project. Also the new A3 module. Jojo said I really got in at the wrong time. But honestly, I think there's really no time as the right time lor! Sigh! Whatever..
Sunday, November 5
Saturday, November 4

脚抽筋!

真糟糕。。从来没这样难受过!双腿一直抽筋。。痛死了!刚才妈妈为我祷告,好些,感谢主!

但是还真是很痛!痛得要命!!

Catless..

It feels so different coming home without any of them greeting me :(

There's a sense of emptiness.. Beginning to miss Lan Lan.. Mac.. Coke Zai..

But I really don't think I can bring myself to keep another cat. Can't cope with the emotional stress & time commitment. Enough stress in my life. Taking care of one too many..

& who knows.. Perhaps in the near future, I may need looking after too..

Cramps

Because I was coughing throughout the night, I feel terrible today. Got difficulties breathing! So went to see family doctor. Haiz.. Asthmatic cough! Plus my neck is also swollen due to the throat inflammation.

Strangely my feet keep getting cramps today. Very bad cramps! All the toes seem to be "distorted"! And it's terribly painful. I've never experienced such cramps before. Wonder what's the cause??

Think I'm dying soon..

:(

Pastor's saturday sms

The battle is not yours but the Lord's (i Sam 17:47). The Lord of Hosts wil fight for you & you will hold your peace (ex 14:14). Praise Jesus!

我又病了!!

Had fever on Monday so went to see doctor. Was given 2 days medical leave. So Tuesday rested at home. Meanwhile also set up cable & video-audio recording system. By the time I went back to work on Wed, my sore throat started manifesting. Then slowly start to cough too.. And these few days had to do so much talking even though my throat is soooo sore.. So my condition worsened. I suspect now my cough has developed into an asthmatic one :( How now brown cow? Should I go see doc again tomorrow? Hmmm.. 咳得很辛苦leh! 救命啊! Wish I can be hospitalised.. hahaha..

dwine-dwine..

Sigh! Jz done talking on the phone with RT. Seems she's definitely got her mind set on firing RR. Sad case. She claims she's not prejudiced but jz felt that he's sick in the mind & need to "see a doctor"! She says she'll give me 2 months to be independent.. Haiz.. Really truly a sad case!
Friday, November 3

人在江湖·健康难保!

Actually my present job is really hyper stressful. "Never a dull moment" - that was what I was told about this job. And it's true. It's so different from my previous job.

Due to the launch of a new software, we've been having problems EVERYDAY! And this job is really all about deadlines, deadlines, dealines.. Imagine me, with such poor time management.. Xiao liao lor..

Fell ill, so went on medical leave on Monday & Tuesday. Boss was so nice. Gave me 2 days advance leave, whatever that means.. Haha.. Heard that she actually threw up a fuss with HR over this. Hmmm.. really uncalled for. Hahaha.. Haven't recovered but simply can't not go to work. So for last few days, went to office with slight fever & a very sore throat, and now I've lost my voice. I've not had sore throat for YEARS! I want my Essentials!!

I'm a booboo auntie :)

Good grief! Realised that I've goofed up so many times at work, it's really a wonder I'm still around! Hahaha.. Surprisingly I've also gotten used to it! Afterall, it's only a job. God is good. I'm still very blur & unfamiliar with a lot of things but somehow I get by.. Hohoho.. It's great when you have good colleagues & understanding bosses.
Praise the Lord!
Wednesday, November 1

Happy Birthday, Daddy..

If you are still around, you will be celebrating your 90th birthday :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY DEAREST..
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