It's depressing..

Lately, seems that there's plenty of illnesses, accidents, & deaths surrounding me. It's actually rather morbid! This is not good for my wellbeing at all! It's putting me into greater depression..

Have been bringing everyone to hospitals & clinics that I plain forgot that I need to visit my doc as well. Missed my June 29th appt & only realised it this morning when I ran out of medicine. Woahaha.. As usual, my BP didn't drop. Instead, it's shot up. So now it's 150/90 & doc decides to increase my dosage AGAIN!!! This is really depressing. Seems the saying of "what goes up must come down" doesn't apply here. The damage done to my BP is now IRREVERSIBLE :(

CAN I HAVE SOME HAPPY NEWS PLEASE? I NEED TO BRING DOWN MY BP, ELSE WILL 呜呼哀哉 SOON! HAHAHA..