6 months since..

Yes, I've been blogging for 6 months now! This means that Mac has been gone for 6 months too.. Somehow, he's still very dear to my heart & no matter how much I love Lan-Lan, she can never replace that void.

So strange. Just wondering how I can become so attached to an animal. It was really unconditional love given as I felt so responsible for him since I was the one who chose to adopt him. I think my sense of responsibility is just too overwhelming so much so that I feel so guilty most of the time. Hahaha..

I feel exceptionally depress today. Received an email today on "centre of the bible". Was told that the "centre of the bible" is Psalms 118:8 which says, "It is better to take refuge in the LORD than to trust in man." How true.. But somehow I also feel that the Lord is very far away & don't seem to be able to reach Him anymore..

Sigh! Something is very wrong now..