I don't feel like blogging anymore :(

Seems that all my postings are soooooo sad one.. (for me, at least..) Everything seems soooo gloomy.. One thing after another.. Neverending..
Although this is an "outlet" for me, I feel like I'm in this rut & I'm becoming more depress by the day..
Yet I need to be responsible in taking care of everybody.. So who is there to take care of me?? ..God, I suppose..