How to fill the void?

Passed by Balestier Road just now on my way home & saw ARVC.
Was reminded of Mac..

During this CNY, I rushed down around midnight to ARVC on 1st day of CNY, desperately trying to get the tube for infusing fluid to him.. On 2nd day of CNY, brought him to ARVC for emergency treatment hoping that the vet can work out some miracle cure for him.. & he died the same night!

Very upset. I still miss him very much..