1 John 1:5-7
This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is light; in him there is no darkness at all. If we claim to have fellowship with him yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live by the truth. But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin.

Isaiah 40:28-31
Do you not know? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

Updates

As usual, whenever I'm close to a breakthrough, there's always spiritual attack!

Dec 21 - Stressful day. Cried so much. Exhausted. Looking forward to a new beginning..
Dec 22 - Mum fell at home. I was out. Thank God sis-in-law came back from HCMC for visit. Shocked her cz mum bled quite a bit. She called me so I rushed home to send her to A & E. Sis rushed home from work too. We were in the hospital from 6.30pm to 10.30pm. Mum had to be hospitalised f or one day for observation.
Dec 23 - Mum discharged.
Dec 24 - Quiet Christmas Eve. Brought mum to polyclinic to see doc over her cough, aches & dressing.
Dec 25 - Quiet Christmas Day! Went to columbarium.
Dec 26 - Boxing Day. Need to go polyclinic again afterwards to change mum's dressing. Need to ensure that she is ok & cannot leave her alone at home. HOW NOW BROWN COW??! Sigh!

very very sad..

that i still am unable to make ends meet..
everyone at home is suffering with me..
do not know what to do..
very very depress :(

A Pawn

Yes, I feel like one. Yes, on hindsight. Yes, history of my life..

I realised that I've been used as one for the last 10 yrs by someone. And a very well-used one too! Sigh! You give someone your "true heart" & that person treats it like "dog lungs"! (literal translation.. ha!)

And the meaning of "pawn" - someone who is used or manipulated to further another person's purposes
- definition extracted from dictionary.com.

Yes, definitely was made one. Me dumbo again lor.. So what else is new? Sigh!

Going through bouts of depression AGAIN :(

I feel like I'm on a roller-coaster ride & plunging right into the water!!! That's the scenario of my mood now.. Sigh!

In fact, I feel more down than up as the uphill climb is really slow & dreary..

Doomsville once again..

Hallelujah!

Yeh!!! I think the addictions are wearing out :) Happy is me !

Lord, continue to give me strength.. YES! YES! YES!!

Put CHRIST back in CHRISTmas :)

Santa lives at the North Pole ... JESUS is everywhere.
Santa rides in a sleigh ... JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water.
Santa comes but once a year ... JESUS is an ever present help.
Santa fills your stockings with goodies ... JESUS supplies all your needs.
Santa comes down your chimney uninvited ... JESUS stands at your door and knocks, and then enters your heart when invited.
You have to wait in line to see Santa ... JESUS is as close as the mention of His name.
Santa lets you sit on his lap ... JESUS lets you rest in His arms.
Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl, what's your name?" ... JESUS knew our name before we did.
Not only does He know our name, He knows our address too.
He knows our history and future and He even knows how many hairs are on our heads.
Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly ... JESUS has a heart full of love.
All Santa can offer is HO HO HO ... JESUS offers health, help and hope.
Santa says "You better not cry" ... JESUS says "Cast all your cares on me for I care for you."
Santa's little helpers make toys ... JESUS makes new life, mends wounded hearts, repairs broken homes and builds mansions.
Santa may make you chuckle but ... JESUS gives you joy that is your strength.
While Santa puts gifts under your tree ... JESUS became our gift and died on a tree.

Yes, Jesus is better, he is even better than Santa Claus.

It's obvious there is really no comparison. We need to remember WHO Christmas is all about. We need to put Christ back in CHRISTmas, Jesus is still the reason for the season.

"Because God's children are human beings -- made of flesh and blood -- Jesus also became flesh and blood by being born in human form. For only as a human being could he die, and only by dying could he break the power of the devil, who had the power of death." Hebrews 2:14 NLT

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SMILE, God Loves You!

NB: Received this as a forwarded email. Found it to be very meaningful so decide to post it. Cheers!

Sorry..

yes.. sorry for having "neglected" my blog for sooooo long.. Have been totally addicted to facebook. It's draining my life away... woahahahaha...

Actually, bulk of the time was on Scrabulous.. a facebook version of Scrabble. I liked the game since I was a child but had no one to play with me except for brother & niece previously.. Therefore, I was happy to know that I can actually play with other players online now.. hassle-free :)

The other thing which has occupied my time was the "chauffeuring" thingy. Now it's all over. Felt rather "used" though.. But , well, you win some, you lose some.. Afterall , it started as a mutual agreement but somehow things changed & the other party had a change of heart. Que sera sera...

Then I also had to rush on sis's accounts. It's way overdue i.e. needing to do for period Y2005 as there was already a writ on it :( So it's rush rush rush..

So finally, the accounts' over, the car's over, and now only waiting for the fad to be over.. but probably not.. not so soon lah..

Bro & Sil have both gone to work overseas again. Their baby's with the father in Shanghai. Hoho.. So now will be busy with their stuff & also need to do spring cleaning for oncoming CNY. Badly in need of money so need to earn some dough also.. But till now still don't know how :( SIGH!!!!!