"1st day at work"..

Sigh!

Somehow jz dun feel very excited about it :( Wanted to feel happier but dun think I was.

Del introduced the A-girls to me, thereafter gave me little bit of job "orientation". Then the M-girls bought me lunch at Pizza Hut. Sigh! Really no appetite. Those colleagues from 15th floor asked me how's things. Told them I'm seeing S*T*A*R*S, a constellation of them :(

Jz feel that this job really is an over-flowing platter.. Pay's low & load's heavy. Wonder if I've been "short-changed". Then again, I mz always count my blessings as such "opportunities" dun come by often. At my age, it's really amazing that someone still wants to shaft a full-time job down my throat. Jz wondering if I can really swallow it??? Woahahahahaha..

Didn't really do much in the office today except feeling "stressed". "No government".. Guess mz really try to change my mindset. Triple-sigh!

By the end of the day, when boss came back from her B-meeting, she asked me how was my 1st day at work. Told her it was DEPRESSING.

Guess she's shocked to hear this remark from me. Well, que sera sera..

既来之，则安之！Guess all my happiness jz flew out the window..